Michael Growing Up Small.....

                The media always likes to criticize Michael’s child-like personality. I really think it comes from his mental and physical abuse from his father and the fact that he didn’t get to have a childhood growing up. Having an abusive parent can have a big effect on someone in either a positive or negative way. For Michael it was a positive way. He took all of his pain and channeled it into trying to help as many children and people as he could. He wanted to help them not feel that pain that he has experienced growing up and help them escape and experience happiness and Joy, if only for a day. Michael has said that he wouldn’t change his past, if it meant that he wouldn’t love children as much as he does now. To me that is so selfless and beautiful, he is really one of a kind. I think he connects so much with a child’s innocence, because there is no hatred, cruelty, scheming, or double standard behind it. It is just pure and loving, which was something Michael hasn’t experienced from many Adults that were in his life. They always wanted something from him, or tried to use him to get where they wanted to be. It seems to me like Michael never received an equal amount of love back that he has given out, which I’m sure was very hurtful for him to have to experience so much hate and judgments from the media and people that didn’t understand him.

                I think people think Michael’s innocence is so strange, because there is no one else they can probably think of that has that level of innocence and love inside them, so they just attack him instead of trying to see where it comes from and how special it is. There is no one else in this world that has gone through the exact amount of Physical and Mental abuse that he has in his life, everyone’s experiences are different, and everyone’s results from those experiences are different, for him it all resulted in Innocence, love and helping others. I think Michael is the only one that can truly understand himself, but I definitely can see it in his eyes, that he has been through a lot of pain and sadness. I know he meant well and didn’t ever want to harm anyone. Michael is a person who has been through agony and can still Smile at the end of the day. He still genuinely loved people even though they spent so much time trying to attack his personality and bring him down. Michael had feelings like everybody else; he should be noticed for his positive, innocent outlook on life and not questioned all the time. Michael brought all the magic and wonderment and joy to the world that no one else could have done. He was the chosen human Peter Pan for the world. For all of the Non-MJ fans, just try to understand Michael before you judge him, and realize where it is coming from, and why. His childlike innocence comes from a sad past life for him, and not having a childhood; which he was strong enough to overcome. For the fans, thank you for understanding Michaels loving personality.